I kinda got annoyed with Sean today. i like him like crazy naartjie crazy but he doesn’t care about the things I care about. mainly helping people and africa. Which sucks because I really like him and we never see each other because he stays in Dallas and I stay here in South Africa - which is insane to even think it will work. And he’s always busy with golf and stuff and I always forget to give him his wake-up call. But I like him but we’re busy drifting and it’s lame.
And I wanna be alone but not alone alone, like alone with someone special.
I can’t be quiet either. My mind is too busy and I think I just need a break. Tomorrow this time will be better.
I want him to care about me. and therefore the things I care about.